Sometimes days are so crazy filled with emotions...this morning I woke up to a dream that I had taken a class as Holten on a field trip with several parents...but I was the leader...I turned around and the kids and parents were gone..two of the children were supposed to meet their parents at the airport after the field trip..the parents called and wanted to know where their children were......it was so terrifying...where were they.....I had failed in the most important job...caring for their children...

After the wierd dream...I painted the porch..thought of all the fun times I had with Abbie on that porch, including her first day of PRE-K pictures...